Posted by Natalie at 7:55 AM

Day 2 of the breakup.. I still hurt. I couldn't sleep last night. I've been crying all morning, and it's only 8. I can't believe how much this hurts. I know I need to give him space, but my first instinct is to text him every time I experience something. I didn't get a goodnight text last night, or a good morning one earlier.. I can't remember the last time that didn't happen. I can't go more than 10 minutes without thinking about something and starting to tear up. I hate how helpless this makes me feel. This had better heal fast because I don't know how long I can take feeling like this.


I have work tonight at 4. I'm bartending. Maybe this will be the first time I get drunk at work... I say that, but I can't do it. I'm a good girl. Maybe he wanted a bad girl. Why wasn't I enough???

 

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