I'm dying here! I really can't go on like this... I feel so depressed, and I know it's only because I haven't been home for so long. I miss Conor, I miss my family, I'm sick of school.. and I'm tired. Con and I keep arguing over silly little things, things that make no sense to argue about when I'm 300 miles away. I'm biting his head off for no reason. I hate it. I hate that I'm acting this way. To top it all off, I'm about to start my period.. just in time for Valentines Day, lovely... Everything is going WRONG!
But, I guess that's what comes with trying to keep up a long distance relationship, I don't know.. I know that I love him, and I'm not going to give up, I won't. I love him way too much for that. He IS my future. I can't wait until we are together all day, every day. I really know that all of these problems will slip away. (probably to be replaced with brand new problems, but still) We're going to make it.. We are in this for the long haul. For forever.
I'm just being a teenager for the last year I can still use it as an excuse for my behavior.. hahaha!
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Natalie