HiI told myself I wasn't going to talk to you, because I know it might just make things worse. I guess maybe you figured out that we weren't going to work out before I did.. I just wish we would have talked about it. I wish you would have said what you needed to before we went back to school for this semester. If you were feeling like that for a while, then you should have told me. I cannot tell you how upsetting that was for me that you just ended it without any real explanation. The only thing you gave me was that "you felt that way for a while". I'm assuming that one everyone's guessing is correct and that you found someone else.. how else could something like this end so quickly on your part without wanting to work it out? I'm not mad. I really am not. The only thing I am angry about is that I bent my morals for you.. because I thought you were the one. I guessed wrong, and now here are the consequences. I guess I am still a little upset about everything, but after four years AND being on the receiving end it's a little hard to get over..
I hope that you're doing well, and that you're family is too. I hope you're happy with whatever you're doing.. I hope that you made the right choice too.
I guess really I'm sending this email to get a little bit of closure. I'm happy, I think. I just want to know the truth. If you tell me you've told me why already, then you are lying to me and yourself. You never really gave me anything.
Natalie.