I had the most amazing Spring Break, and only because I didn't do a dang thing! I got to hang out with Con and my family the whole time. When I'm home it's as if all the time that's been between us hasn't happened at all. I love it. He's so perfect for me. All of this just keeps getting harder though. I don't know if it's just starting to wear me out or what, but every time I have to say goodbye to him it keeps getting harder. Every time I get back to school I get depressed. For the first day I'm fine, but then that night, when it's quiet and everyone is catching up, I start to miss him and get sad. Then he's all I can think about and it gets worse. I hate this feeling. I want to be with him, to be near him. To hold him every night. I know that in a week I'll be fine again, but I just feel so crappy now. I want my boy back. I want to be with him again.
Natalie