man, these last few weeks have just BLAZED by.. i was just home for christmas, and now it's about to be spring break! Con has come up to HSU a few times in the past few weeks. =] He's making the rounds for his college auditions. He stopped by last weekend twice! =] i was very excited. his little conjugal visit went very well. ;-p hahahah. but really. he'll be down again this upcoming wednesday.. then i'll be heading home on friday!! sooo exciting. i'm a little bummed that our spring break's aren't the same, but that's still not terrible. we'll have the evenings, so it'll be fun. =] yesss, and the NIGHTS. =D hahah. ohh i'm in such a good mood because i'm talking and thinking about these things. =]
weeelllll, my laptop is about to die and i'm going to eat a bww with hay in a few mins, sooo i'm gonna go ahead and wrap this up.. hahahaha. my dirty mind!
lol, byeeee.
the most amazing boy ever. I had an amazing Valentines Day. He cooked for me! =] Ummm and now he's coming to see me! =D
I just had to tell the world how amazing he is. I love my boy.
I'm dying here! I really can't go on like this... I feel so depressed, and I know it's only because I haven't been home for so long. I miss Conor, I miss my family, I'm sick of school.. and I'm tired. Con and I keep arguing over silly little things, things that make no sense to argue about when I'm 300 miles away. I'm biting his head off for no reason. I hate it. I hate that I'm acting this way. To top it all off, I'm about to start my period.. just in time for Valentines Day, lovely... Everything is going WRONG!
But, I guess that's what comes with trying to keep up a long distance relationship, I don't know.. I know that I love him, and I'm not going to give up, I won't. I love him way too much for that. He IS my future. I can't wait until we are together all day, every day. I really know that all of these problems will slip away. (probably to be replaced with brand new problems, but still) We're going to make it.. We are in this for the long haul. For forever.
I'm just being a teenager for the last year I can still use it as an excuse for my behavior.. hahaha!
=]
Natalie