weeellllll. this has been such an interesting time for me!
first off, school is AMAZING. i love everything here. i mean it, everything. my roommate is a little odd at times, but i honestly wouldn't change a thing. i've met a TON of new people and they are all exactly the right type of people. i met a girl named Hayley and she's become my new best friend.
its weird just how much we get along! haha, but i really love her. i don't know what i'd do without her. there are sooo many people that i've become close with. there are a few guys who are always there, any time i need something, and thats great too! my life here couldn't be any better... unless Conor was here.
i guess thats my next topic, Conor. at first i thought i was going to be missing out coming here with a boyfriend from home.. but i'm not. i miss him so much, and i can't wait to tell him about all thats going on in my life. we are closer now than when we spent everyday together.. when i come home its like heaven. the last time i was home we spent the entire weekend together. he came over saturday night and spent the night with me. it was great. we fell asleep together and i woke up in his arms.. all the love i feel for him emotionally we have now expressed physically. i love it. i love that i can just be myself with him! i can't believe how much i love him. i was so worried that i would be missing out of college experiences that i lost sight of the fact that i might MARRY this guy one day... there is NOTHING more important than Love. and i love him. i love him with my whole heart.
saying that, i have to mention just how frustrating it is though to only be able to come home every three weeks.. i miss Conor. i feel badly, but He's the reason i come home. i love my family, but its not the same type of love. its as if he comes before them now, almost. i know that if we can hold it together for just one more year we'll be fine.
oh, i need a job sooo badly! i hate hate hate asking money from my parents.. it bothers me so much. i hate it that i had so much money in my bank account and i blew it just because i was stubborn and wanted to try and pay for as much as i could for school stuff.. now i'm completely broke! hahahahaha. ughhh, it stinks.
mmkaayyy. welp, i'm gonna wrap this up. (like he had better say - hahahahha) that was just my version of a "thats what she said" joke. haha. but anyways. i'm gonna try and write on here more often. so, until then!!
Natalie. =]