It's a new school year. A new beginning. Nursing school is officially here and I think I'm going to love it. Along with my 1,200 + dollars in books I also got a lab coat, scrubs, a sphygmomanometer ( a stethoscope) haha, and a BP cuff, as well as a pen light, reflex hammer, and some bandage scissors!! I'm so excited. I can't wait to start clinicals!! I'm just excited in general about school this year. :)
One thing I am not excited about is leaving Conor. I keep thinking over and over again how much this stinks. I love him, it's normal to want to be close to each other.. and yet we are so far apart. I know we are both focusing on school and we are at the places we should be, but it's hard to accept. I can't wait until I graduate and we can be together. I feel like I'm missing part of myself when we are apart. Today he had an audition for a symphony orchestra. It was a pretty big deal and I wasn't there. He ended up just missing making it and my place should have been right next to him, supporting him; yet I wasn't. It stinks. This year is going to be a tough one for me, and I'm sure his will be too... I feel like this year, more than any other before, I will need his encouragement and support to get though it all, but He's not going to be here. At least Soph is here. :)
Well. I don't know when I'll write next.. maybe not for a long time, obviously my track-record isn't very good. ;-)
Natalie
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