So, I'm getting the Implanon BC in tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous, I'm not going to lie. It's the size of a flattened toothpick, and it goes in my arm muscle. The needle they'll use to get it in there is a liittttlllleee scary looking. I know it has to be huge in order for the toothpick to fit into it. =/ I know I'll be all numbed up and stuff, but still. I really hope that this works really well with my body and that it doesn't become inconveniencing. I know that no matter what it will be worth it, I'm just freaking myself out.
Wellll, I just wanted to put that down before I actually get the thing tomorrow. :) I'm going to bed now!
I think I'm finally sick of being home. It's weird becuase I've been looking forward to summer break since Christmas. Summer is about halfway over, and I'm tired of it. I love being able to see Conor and hang out with him, but I also just need some "me time" which no one here is able to realize OR give me.
I bought this incredible new book, it's actually 3 books in one, and I'm so hooked on it. It's like 900 pages long and I'm loving ever y page of it! It's by the same author as the other series of books I like. :) Very exciting.
I'm kinda in a weird depressed mood today. I'm supposed to go over to Con's house at 10:00.. I know what he wants, but I'm not really that INTO it. IDK. I really don't know what I'm feeling or why I'm in such a weird mood. Anyways, if I'm going to go to his house in 30 mins I should probably start getting ready.
LAter.