I know that this will not JUST be for me, but thats how I'm going to think of it..
I'm so worried about this year. Conor and I are going to be stretched out to the max. I can't imagine not seeing or talking to him everyday.. It'll be soooo weird. I'm nervous, I'm upset, and I'm scared. So much has happened this summer to cement our relationship. We are so perfect together, it's seamless, this love we've grown into. I can't help thinking that this is going to be it.. the one person I'm destined to marry. I wouldn't mind. I wouldn't mind at all.
The odds are against us, for sure, but we can do it. That may seem naive, but I'm willing to look it, if that's what fits my current situation.
He's got so so many of my "firsts" it's romantic. We are amazingly compatable, and everyone sees it. I can't imagine my life without Him.
Anyways, I'm sure this will end up just being a diary, and I'm okay with that. Hopefully no one I know will ever read this.. they might be dissapointed in me. Hahahaha.
I'm just an 18 year old girl from Texas.. not a NUN. =]